Dec. 30th, 2013

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I aimed to have grace this year. I had none.

Once again, the year began with a fairly serious illness, followed by a new disease, followed by major life style changes.

We continue to go from one medical appointment to the next. I know my way around the paediatric hospital. In December I lran out of energy for medical appointments. I really resented the last two and had to drag myself into Ruby's pre-Christmas EEG.

I did not join Yuletide this year because I was in such a state of sodden exhaustion in October and November that I simply could not face one more thing.

I am very glad it is now the holidays, because I really need them.

My resolution for next year is for grace again. And for some ability to plan ahead with the children rather than just running with the easiest course because we are so busy with medical nonsense that we have no time for anything else.

Of course, all this is contingent on no one in the family developing another bloody disease. Good health for all of us, that is what I would like in 2014 because I am really sick of spending my life doing nothing but medical stuff.

Deep breath. Grace.

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